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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:44:08 GMT

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After Shower Thought

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 19:55:25 GMT

After taking a long shower, I had many thoughts going through the mind all revolving where I am in life. School has been a priority in my life but now it seems that there has to be more to it than school work and tests. Am I really getting something from all this. I want to say yes and want to pursue my career in photography. There is always the balance of good things and bad. So far it seems to be balance. I got the classes I need to take for next semester, thats good...only one more year...uhhh...yay and nay....There is always the situation with a girl, but its seem to be alright, but sometimes don't think I am putting enough effort, I want to pursue it further because she has a unique aspect to her that strikes and interest, even though she may be younger than me a bit I care for company a lot and believe she has the same interest in me. I am such a shy one when it gets to romance...I have the words I want to say but comes out in a different or not at all.

Tomorrow is exam day in Spanish and must turn in news articles and work on interview project. Foodservice is getting to me as well, but only about five more weeks..unbelieveable...at least I am done with taxes and can work on my financial aid...oh joy

Formal is coming up as well...I would like to go with her this year, it would be great. Dance to me is an expression of the heart, if not...I probably will not go this year.

Now I must go help on a project...its good that I can write my thoughts out...

Uhh...

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 01:59:16 GMT

Evening time...so much to do in so little time...but I will succeed....

Right now my roommate is asleep...hm...I wonder why...?....anyways so I am in the dark and must relive my thoughts...My weekened was spent doing the dance concert which was fun and awesome by the way, Sunday I went to the cast party in which I had so much food...so yummy. Then once I got back from that and checked fb, I found out that I forgotten to change back my settings b/c the night before I was just dazed and played with the account settings, I believe I had made a mistake and got someone upset...I didn't mean too...I do care about her and very interested...hopefully things will be settle.

Today was alright, class spent studying for a midterm Friday then Spanish which I learned a story about procrastination..hah...Afterwards in TV Productions class I worked on Project 1 and finished it with my group. Then it all ends with a bad night of work in the d-hall...I just can't believe so many people came in tonight and waste so much food, I understand they don't like it and all, but it doesn't give them the right to disrespect the staff, we are trying to do our best to satisfy, but no...they had to make a mess of things..so irritating to hear them complain about the food, at least they are able to have food, they don't think about the other people in the world. The meal plan issue is not set in stone, so people can talk about it at the meetings...Its just terrible on the way they leave d-hall in a mess...we were short handed as well, gao...

Now I am just thinking of other things that I shouldn't but it comes back to me. I need to watch something to get my mind off things...I haven't seen Fight Club in a while, I want to watch it, it was a good movie..hm..rent or buy...or not at all...that is the question... I hope that everyone else is doing well tonight I wish them well...goodnight

Monday, March 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 04:10:48 GMT

What The_ninja_san Means

T is for Tender

H is for Honorable

E is for Enjoyable

_ is for

N is for Normal

I is for Innocent

N is for Nerdy

J is for Joyous

A is for Amazing

_ is for

S is for Sensual

A is for Altruistic

N is for Nice

What Does Your Name Mean?

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 20:42:55 GMT

Monday, January 01, 2007

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:37:35 GMT

Last entry for the year 2006...as I sit here typing this entry, I reflect on how this year was...I look back to see how I did alright in school and made more friends this whole year...my family is doing better and my little brother is talking more, which is good. Good times and good memories this year and yet I turn and see into my social life this whole year and it did not fare well...I believe that I can not commit myself to share my feelings to people I like and when I do gain enough courage to say how i feel, I am either too late or find that I am just not in their liking...I want to not feel this ~~pain~~ no this sad feeling again...I will move on, if I am destined to be alone so be it. If not, the time will come and I will find happiness in a relationship. It will come in time...hope, faith, and love in one's self is what is needed...The new year is going to be a great one because I will make it that way...

Now for something on a lighter note..I gotten some good gifts and worked to earn some extra $$$..yay for me..no fireworks but its okay..who needs it as long as one celebrates with their families and close ones...its okay...I am contempt and will get ready for the upcoming semester.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 05:13:58 GMT

Break is over now...time to get down to business and work hard for the finals to come...I just can't believe it is over now...wow...so fast...but I did get to have a relaxful and interesting week. I got to see my aunt from California and her husband to be...my aunt couldn't believe how tall I grew..it was funny...afterwards me and my relatives ate a banquet which was pretty much my thanksgiving meal...so much food...lobster, chicken, seafood pot, duck, rice, tofu dishes...so much goodness.....Back in Macon I got to hang out with my friend Bala and played FF 12 which is cool. The cooler thing was to see Casino Royale...oh yeah...an awesome James Bond film...I recommend it to all.

On Friday at 4 O'clock in the morning my friends wanted to get a wii at Best Buy...oye... I just can't believe so many people wake up early just to go shopping. It was absolutly crazy...

So much to tell, so little time..I shall add more later...

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 01:42:43 GMT

Weekend is here..yay...It has been quite awhile since I have left an entry...I have been busy with school work and trying to find my goal in life. So far I have been facing trials in life...there are ups and downs in life. I thought I can get through them all alright, but sometimes I felt that I didn't make the right decision and regret it later. I will just admit that I have fallen for someone, but I probably gave her bad impression of me...I just get awkward when I have an interest in someone. I wish to make amends and start over, but I can not. I hope that I can change it somehow and then become better friends with her.

Tomorrow is Semi-formal..and I will be going there unacompanied...I will see if I will have a good time there...perhaps it won't be so bad...I just don't know...

Thankgiving break coming up and I am happy for a good break...I will get to see my family and thats a good thing

A new week will be different than last week I hope...

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 16:27:30 GMT

Just a Spanish test tomorrow..and then I can be at rest....

24 improv show tomorrow as well..weee....

I am doing better now...and continue to go forward in life....

First meeting of Dance Concert tonight..hmm..lets see here..a Swing Dance piece and a Hip-Hop piece...those will be interesting dances I will be in...

Monday, September 25, 2006

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 15:26:49 GMT

Woohoo...yay...tests all this week and papers...weee....

Lets see here...AWA was awesome...got to see many things and cool things...saw many friends and bought things like StormRiders...yes..been looking for that for some time now....hurray....

I have bought a shirt thats says GAO!!!..thats the sound dinosaurs make....